I was anticipating that we would go forward and realize the prime literature of Neothink, already, almost as soon as I read the literature and the beautiful story, I wanted to live in that world, and begin taking the pleasurable, even though difficult, steps, to see that world. I am overwhelmed to hear you say that very thing, Mark. I was motivated. However, I have not fully taken steps to join the local clubhouse, and I am looking at why, in my heart, because I am truly excited and am already recruiting people to the basic ideas. The paradigm shifts are incredible and I am gaining confidence everyday about being mystic free. I believe this is the key for me, being a chaplain, and knowing how to proceed. I have mentioned this before. I do feel less and less a chaplain, and more and more an integrated thinker. I easily shift to the understanding of Zon, and now see the folly of friends and family as they try to please God, and deal with the absurdities of God speak, and trying to be rational about their irrationalities. I do not want to harm my family members emotionally, and am simply trying to follow your lead of drawing people in to find out for themselves. I love that about you, Mark, you offer and let the other decide – no force, either physical or psychological. I am experiencing the C of U in my mind, and I have not gotten with other Neothink members. This has to be my next step. I am so honored to be one of your apprentices. I have needed you for so many years and find it a kind of miracle that you found me. I have thought much about the Level 8 meeting, and realized that I have not left this note to you. Thank you again. My thoughts are with you and I trust you are well. Charles Murray