Twelve Visions World

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Greetings Mark, Honestly this is extremely hard for me to grasp as fast as everyone else. I just got the book three and It takes me awhile to read this information and to fully understand these books. I have a disability which was caused from 7 Major Car accidents and Post traumatic stress disorder from my childhood trauma, which I am healing major things from this pain and from all this pain has come wisdom from life, but I am a kinetics learner which means…. I need to process through visual, audio, and through experience. Otherwise, I am a clueless on starting my new life because everything came rushing to me like waterfall with no return but then, I look back at my life and failures and get stuck again because I am real slow at picking things up like business… but when I got it…. I have and will run with it……. Like a child with burning pants on fire… but I knew at 26 years old CREATIVITY was deeply in grained me but I always find I am making wrong turns in life and I am deeply scared to death to face my failures because I ran in life thinking my way was the right way, but I got so many mixed lessons from my mother and mass society that I began to think like everyone else but deeply inside I knew that I was extremely different but I honestly, did not understand the depths of things. However I am the most deepest person for whom I hide those deep secrets. This is my fun world to escape into when my stress gets to high and so making this reality takes away from that special place that I like to keep to myself. So, my question to you.. is how do I keep up with everyone and still be me but yet! Not hide these gifts but how do I let go of this beauty for others to see, when others will not like some of the things I did growing up into this person that I am now… or moving into… someone else…